Tagged by Shadowguyver, [link]

1. I have the perfect image in my mind of who and what i want to be and know that i can never achieve it.

2. I'm paranoid down to the core that one day all my friends and everyone i care about will realise who and what i am and will leave me for it.

3. I still sleep with the same stuffed animal that was given to me when i was born (his name is broken-nose bunny).

4. My eyes are their own colour (the only thing people have agreed on is that their a mixture of grey and something).

5. I love playing around with friends. ie/ wrestling, rolling about, random playfull punches.

6. Drawing calms my mind and allows me to focus on nothing as long as i'm drawing from something, if i'm drawing from my head it will get me angrier and more upset then anything else could.

7. If someone has said something or has done something that has hurt me i usually will not tell them, i will simply shut up and become withdrawn around them for a day or two or i will attempt to ignore it.

8. I will give people random truths (ie/ tell them that they are pretty, or nice, or a good person) because people generaly will only tell someone if there's something they don't like about them they don't tell them what they like.

9. I value my time alone, and my time walking by myself, it's then that i can go into my dream worlds.

10. I'm a horrible, pathetic, excuse for a human.

11. I love my family and i know that i will regret one day how badly i treat my parents but i still can't help myself, being around them still just agravates me to much.

12. I haven't let my parents touch me in over a year and a half except for the one hug that i gave each of them before i left for university a month ago, and the thought of those hugs still makes me shudder.

13. I am very accident prone especially when it comes to falling or hitting my head but i still have never broken a single bone in my body.

14. I hate it so much when someone older then me by any amount acts like it means that they know or understand more.

15. I love to be touched and have physical contact with those who i really care about.

16. I would rather be slapped or punched in the face then to have someone touch me if i don't want to be touched.

17. Any mark lower then a 90% in my mind is a bad grade because in elementry school and early highschool i cared to much about grades, but now i have trouble forcing myself to do any work.

18. I have yet to have anyone i've known die.

19. I love winter, thunderstorms, and being outside in nature especially at nighttime.

20. My biggest fears are: myself, those i care about, and that one day i will be cowardly enough to kill myslef.

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